| You know that feeling? When you're just waiting. Waiting to get home, into your room, close the door, fall into bed, and just let everything out that you kept in all day. That feeling of both relief and desperation. Nothing is wrong. But nothing is right either. And you're tired. Tired of everything, tired of nothing. And you just want someone to be there and tell you it's okay. But no one's going to be there. And you know you have to be strong for yourself, because no one can fix you. But you're tired of waiting. Tired of having to be the one to fix yourself and everyone else. Tired of being strong. And for once, you just want it to be easy. To be simple. To be helped. To be saved. But you know you won't be. But you're still hoping. And you're still wishing. And you're still staying strong and fighting, with tears in your eyes. You're fighting. |
| |
| Trust no one
even if it means alone
I'd never give up my sanity for plastic pleasures. |
| |
| 
"What I’ve learned cannot be expressed through words but rather feelings. I’ve learned that it’s nice to be important but it’s more important to be nice. To feel noticed, to feel someone cares, to have the ability to make someone laugh or believe in something is worth more than any held position. What I’ve learned is that actions speak louder than words. Whether behavior is directed in a positive or negative way, it affects people. It teaches you who to trust, what to believe, when to move on. I’ve learned that in order to become something more, sometimes you have to let go. By not taking any risks, you risk even more. I’ve learned that a moment is only time fleeing by, grab it or it’s gone, that things don’t always work the way you hope for but you have to keep your head up. I’ve learned you can’t wait for the perfect moment; you have to make the moment your own because time waits for no one. You mustn’t miss your chance to let your unknown feelings be heard. I’ve realized I would rather regret something I have done than what I haven’t done because looking back on the past couple of weeks, if I wouldn’t have done things I have, I know I would have regret not doing it. But what I’ve learned most importantly is when it comes down to it, we all want to be loved."
Way true. |
| |
| It's so difficult to juggle everything when school and studies is in the way. I feel like i haven't done much in my life and i cannot stand the fact that im wasting my youth/life away. Sooooooo little time.
Freakin' gained 2kg in spain/portugal! I'm going crazy!! Everyone is school is getting skinnier i swear! |
| |
| Missin' the Uk girls!
ahhhhhhh anyway holidays have been rlly busy except today when i literally had a movie marathon. i feel like i wasted my day heh. watching Pretty Little Liars alone can be a bit scary... haha.. no seriously... ok nothing much to tell this blog is old.
|
| |
